Name: monica
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22:58:51 07/12/03
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hey grafferz~
wow, its been awhile since i have wrote in here. i think about u all the time and everytime i do i start to cry...like now. i donno.... we never hung out except at track and that was a blast! you always made up laugh!! i always think about why you could have done such a think and how someone could do it but its what u felt was right and i guess it was just the path god had paved for u and for all of ur friends. i keep a yellow ribbon on me all the time whether it is on my purse or bag or whatnot and everytime i look at it it makes me think of u and how much i really did care for u ! i love you babe and have a great time up there and i think before u know it you will see more of us up there !! greet us with open arms and dont worry i always think of u. i watch that crossing over show and i always think that if i ever went to one of those things that i would hope that you would come thru for me as well as my family members i think that would be awsome!! well man .... i love u and keep it real!!
rip grafferz!
kase
Name: julie s
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15:52:09 07/12/03
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Graf...well, so much has happend...graduation..graduation parties...and none of it seems to be the same...there is a hole without you here...we miss you so much! a day doesnt go by that i dont think of you...and ur smile...and how you made everyone laugh. the most comforting feeling in the world is knowing that you're in a happier...better place now...and all ur pain is gone. keep lookin over ur family...love you er!!!
love julie
Name: Jenny
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15:25:58 07/12/03
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hey Graffy, wow lately I really cant stop thinking about you. i had such a weird dream about you last night, like we could all see u again even tho u were gone. It was so awesome just to have another great time w/ u! Well this summer has been alright, but its just not the same......ya know sitting at my house or swimmin somewhere or even just sitting at the fort. But every party there is always something funny that comes up about u. well i know now everything happens for a reason and i hope you are so happy now and i know you are. I love you and miss you! love~Jenny
Name: kelly
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15:19:27 07/12/03
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Graf-
Hi. Day after day passes. Sometimes it doesnt seem real. I think about you constantly. The memories, the laughs, the regrets...all of it. And i need to tell you I am sorry. That night the only person i thought of was myself and it wasnt until recently that i realized just how wrong i was. What i did wasnt fair to you or to anyone who was with us. After it all happened you quickly forgave me and forgot about it. Well now i am letting you know that i finally understand. Until next time.....bye
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02:58:10 07/12/03
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Eric its hard for me to fall asleep because i cant stop thinkin about you and i want you to know that im sorry. Sorry for wehn you called me that night to hang out or talk and i blew you off because i was busy doing something else. there is not a day that goes by when i dont think that i should of been there for you or even been like hey eric come on over man. i just want to let you know that im sorry and i hope that you forgive me because i would of done anything for you. God i miss you Eric. Iv'e never really shared this with anyone, because i feel guilty, but your in a better place now, where ur at peace. miss you man and i love ya.
Name: Shorty
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02:26:17 07/12/03
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Big Red, wut up stud. This summer has been crazy, but i know if you were he it would be 10x as crazier. Man i wish i could just throw one more round, drink one more beer, and go on one more journey wit ya kid. Everytime we all get together you know we pour a little out for ya G $, nobody has forgotten you because when people pass on, everyone says damn they were such a great person, but Graf you were that great person and for that i will always remember you and always love you kid. RIP bro. Shorty
Name: grey
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00:28:53 07/12/03
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Graf, whats up man. its been a while since i last wrote, sorry about that. we all miss u a bunch down here. not a day goes by where i dont think to myself, what happened, why did it have to go this way. well whatever the reason is, i know ur in a better place. i have to say, for as long as i have known u, u have made my life better, u made this world a better place graf, u were the funniest guy i have ever meant, i still play guitar every day thinking i should be jammin with graf, by now we would be playing live shows, and no doubt you would have been the whole show, jumpin around, goin crazy.well buddy i want to thank you for all the memories you have given me, every time i hung out with u something funny happened, so thanks buddy, love ya man
Name: Eric's site
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17:52:40 07/11/03
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Once again this is a website for Eric Graf. This website is for messages of memory from Eric's family and friends for Eric's family and friends. If what you are writing does pertain to Eric you have no business writing on this page. All of our thoughts and prayers are with Nick and his friends and family and if you want to write about nick or anything that is going on then you need to talk to someone about making a web page for him. This is Eric's website and lets keep it that way. Please respect the wishes of his friends and family because we are all still hurting to.
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13:24:38 07/11/03
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The three people in the accident were Nick Wolfe, Alyssa Feldmeier and April Molinari . The two girls are doing ok they are just bangeg up and shooken up , But we all need to say a prayer for nick, so that he can get through this because i know he will.
Name: Hillary
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11:57:02 07/11/03
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Hey Er! Sorry I haven't written in a while, it just gets too hard sometimes. The last couple of days have been so hard. I miss you so much. It is so weird not spending every waking second with you this summer, like we did last summer. I look through all of the pictures I have of you, and I cant help but cry. You aren't being forgotten either! Everyone still thinks of you ever day, minute, second. Me and Bridge were talking yesterday about Highschool and everything, and I said that I really dont remember anything about Highschool except the day after your funeral, the first day back. And how we got tricked by the damn teachers and peer helpers. hahaha! My life will never be the same without you in it. I was looking at the picture from 8th Grade graduation, Nicks mom took it, and I was in back, Nick was in the middle, and you were in front and all you can see is me laughing at some stupid ass thing you were doing while walking down to get our diplomas hahah! It makes me so mad that you didn't handle your unfinished business. But I always feel you with me, and I know you are still here. You knew how loved you were! And we all know that we will never forget what you gave us all those years. Oh you're mom just called!!! haha...Could our mom walk our dogs more??? Like 4 hours a day. Your mom is so funny she had Zoe sitting on her shoulder, and she kept kind of falling off. And she said, "Oh Eric taught Zoe how to sit on his shoulder, and he would just walk around with her like that.'' and I am sure Zoe was falling off your mom because your shoulders were a little bit bigger hahaha. But I miss you Eric, so much. The pain is still so strong. I know that it always will be. I love you forever!
Hill
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03:41:13 07/11/03
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eric we all miss ya. my daughter who was your friend has spent the last couple days in the hospital with her other friend. i ask you this if you have any pull up there put in a good word for nick. she asked me why all this is happening, i dont know but i do know she really having a hard time with all this. you kids are all too young to deal with so much pain. we miss you,your smiling face is what we will remember
Name: A little bit younger
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20:51:54 07/10/03
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Someone, I think it was Lauren wrote...No one who knew you can "move on" or "get over it". I didnt know you and I still cant "move on" or "get over it". That just proves what an amazing person you were, that soo many people have left tons of memories of you on this page. Reading all of them, I feel like I know you. To Lauren, Tyson, Bridget, Shorty, Caitlyn, Julie, Mr. and Mrs. Graf, Dave...etc (the list goes on for quite a while) Im sincerely sorry for your loss, I know how all of you feel.
-Until we meet, Eric...sweet dreams
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19:57:28 07/10/03
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Hey Eric~I haven't written on here in awhile, but I think about you every single day. I think of all the good times we've had and that puts a smile on my face! I just wanted say that I love you...not that you didn't already know that. MIss you tons!
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18:28:26 07/10/03
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Hi Eric,I miss you so much. The pain is unbearable. If at all possible, please come back. Love you forever.
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13:53:00 07/10/03
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hey graf..i just thought i'd let you know that ive been thinking about you an awful lot this summer..i met you all of one time..and your death has affected my life sooo much..all of my friends knew you..and loved you..and they really miss having you around this summer..but dont ever think that anyone will forget about you..even when they all go off to college..cause you are forever in the hearts of almost everyone that went to lincoln way this past year..you wont ever be forgotten..WE LOVE YOU ERIC!!
Name: eric's site
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12:36:14 07/10/03
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This is Erics site...he is gone, no one could help him...stop asking him to help other people, dont write on this site if you are not remembering Eric.
I love you Eric, life is not the same without you. It never will be.
Name: *****
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04:05:55 07/10/03
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This is eric's site, to write things about eric, so dont be just talkin about whats goin. Thats really rude. I love you bro
Name: Shorty
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03:46:40 07/09/03
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Graf man just been thinkin about ya, cant really sleep so i figured i say wut up. I miss you like crazy and look out for nick, he's a great kid. Thanx Graphite.Peace
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01:56:40 07/09/03
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ok i need to clear some things up for all these people saying dumb things......this is whats going on. nick wolfe is not doing good in the hospital. april MOLINARI(not yenser) is fine at her house b/c i am friends with her. thats covers that.... MATT yenser got stabbed at chicago on 3rd of july fireworks.and he is fine to. he is at home its just hard for him to walk. nick wolfe is the only person who graf needs to help.so all you people who dont know any info,please dont talk. EVERYONE HAS TO PRAY FOR WOLFE.
thanks a girl who cares.
Name: Jill
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23:47:41 07/08/03
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HEY GRAF! I know i havent written on here in awhile and im so sorry for that, but i make it a point to come on here atleast once a day! You already know im ALWAYS thinkin about you and that you, your family, and closest friends r in my prayers EVERY NIGHT!! I havent talked to Nick Wolfe in a long time but i do know he really needs your help Graf! Please help him pull through! Well I hope u and Dodge r havin fun up there... partyin like u guyz know how!! hah You crazy boyz you! hah :) I miss you buddy! r.i.p Love ~Jill~
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17:58:27 07/08/03
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Nick Wolfe & April Yenser
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15:33:19 07/08/03
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can some one please tell me the full names of the people who were in the accident the other night
Name: Jim Finn
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22:58:05 07/07/03
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well graf u know what has happened down here. i just found out a couple hours ago...i have never even talked to Nick or April in my life but help them pull through man. no one needs to go through all this stuff again. help them out and help their families to stay strong. and i hope ur havin a blast up there man. ill talk to ya later. and thanks for watchin out for all of us down here.
-Finn
Name: Starzyk
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21:29:52 07/07/03
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Eric,
Hey, man, I just wanted to ask a favor... Now I know I'm not that good of friends with Nick, but I'm really tired of seeing people I know die for stupid reasons. First you, one of the coolest and funniest kids I'd ever met, then Robert, who I'd gone to school with since kindergarden. Just watch over him, help him pull through, man. I know you're probably busy wherever you are, but just spend a little time watching out for us down here. Thanks a lot man. I still miss you.
Jim Starzyk
Name: Shannon
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20:39:15 07/07/03
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Hey Graf.. I'm sure you know why I'm writing.. please Eric you gotta help Nick.. I saw him today in the hospital and i have not had that empty feeling since I found out you died... He's not doing to good, so please just watch over him. Nick's a strong kid and I know he's fighting this, but his family and him could use an extra hand.. Dont let him let go Graf, He'll listen to you.. Thank you so much buddy, Love you and miss you tonz.. *Shannon*
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16:38:08 07/07/03
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Graf ~
Man Please Help Wolfe Pull Through~ Please~ So Much Shit Is Going on ~ We Cant Have This~ Please~
Thank u
Name: A Friend
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16:30:19 07/07/03
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Hey Eric, i havent written in a while, but i just wanted to say hey! it's weird because i've been hanging out with your brother a lot lately. he's an awesome kid just like you, it's just hard to look at him and not think of you. It's just weird now going to party's and not seeing you there doing something goofy and making everyone laugh like you always did. I hope you're having fun up there, just wait one day we'll all be up there and it'll be like the old times and we'll all party and have a great time. I hope you're looking out for all of us, making sure none of us are doing stupid things! :) Well, have a great time and dont party 2 hard, i miss ya tons!!!!!
Name: Lauren
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13:49:44 07/07/03
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I've seen messages on this board where other people say they are sad, or lonely, or have even thought or tried suicide. I think we all are one of those people, including myself. Now, no one ever wants eric's death to become a public service announcement about suicide, but as a friend of eric i want people to learn from this.. First the fragility of life, as young people we act like nothing could ever happen to us... Second, we treat each other like complete CRAP, I'm sorry, but we do. We are all out for our own personal glory, our own egoes, our own lives that sometimes we dont realize who we are hurting.. I am not suggesting that anyone ever directly hurt eric and nor am i suggesting that they didnt, but people, a few weeks after eric's passing away everyone was so good to each other and now it seems like wow we're back to the good (bad) old times. Eric I'm sure you're up there watching this chaos down on earth, shaking your head.. You know that the worst thing you can do is be selfish? So people, take what i say in stride and remember that eric was hurting, maybe not directly, maybe not indirectly, but everything good you do, may be a life saved. As always eric, I love you.
Name: Jessie
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20:41:07 07/05/03
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I met your brother last night- while laying on a broken trampoline. It was him, carli, caitlyn, and me. and i couldn't help but think about the pain hes been through and is still goin through. he was laying there with us, it was something I know that you would have done: just goin around seeing what everyone was up to, taking down some beers, chillin with the girls. It all reminded me of you. Just letting you know that you are still in my thoughts. I miss you and love you!!! still thinking,
Jessie
Name: me
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18:13:34 07/05/03
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im just reading what everyone has wrote the past few days. its pretty shitty what some of u people are saying. g $ wasnt happy with his life so god took him under his arms to a better place. all of u people yelling at him for his decision. no one knew what was goin through his head, so u should keep ur smart ass comments to urself. well g $ like i always say, hope ur happy and watch over ur mother for me.
phill
Name: Bridget
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12:09:22 07/05/03
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Graf...I miss you soo much...everything just sux soo much not having you here. It always feels like Im never as happy as I should be or that Im not having as much fun as I should be having and I think that is kinda how everyone is feeling. Im sure your looking down now and you have realized how you impacted soo many people's lives and how your decision has brought unbelievable amounts of pain and tears to all of your friends and family. I try sooo hard not to get mad at you for this but I do sometimes I cant help it. How could you not know how many people loved you, how many people cared and how all of us would have done ANYTHING for you. I dont get it and i dont think I ever will. There are soo many times we all go and do something and I just get sooo upsett cause I know you would be there. Everything feels like it's just falling apart and alot of shit just doesn't even make sense. I miss our talks soo much, I would give anything to have one more w/ you. You are one of the few people I could just sit on the phone for hours with. I want that back, I want you back. You need to be back here with everyone. Things are crazy Graf and they are soo shitty too. I know your happy up there and that all your pain is gone and I know that should make me feel better but it really doesnt because why didnt you think you could be happy down here w/ us???
I love you always
Bridget
Name: Starzyk
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02:58:35 07/05/03
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Eric, man... I was just thinking about you, and I realized I hadn't read anything about you in a month. I miss you man. I know we never really hung out, but I wish you were here to cheer me up. No one else seems to be able to. My life just seems to be one big pile of nothing lately... I don't do anything, no one cares or even asks what's wrong. I'm just mad at everyone or depressed all the time. I dont even really know what it is, I can't explain it. Today was the 4th of July, and I didnt even leave the house. I didnt even watch any fireworks... I'm sure you got the best view for them up there, and all. I just wish you were here to talk to, cause I feel like you would understand and you would be able to tell me what to do. Sorry to dump on you like this... I just needed someone to talk to when no one else would listen, you know what I mean? I hope you're still happy.... and thanks for watching over all of us...
~ Jim Starzyk
Name: Julie Dominy
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22:05:16 07/04/03
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Happy 4th of July! There is so much shit going on tonight?!!! That's a change...well it's such a nice night tonight...and I couldn't help but think what a great fort night it could've been. But...you know...I can't sit here and say...ya know Er, I understand...bc you know that I don't..you know that I just don't get it...that I'm just not over it...and I AM still mad at you. Before I thought that I would just be going through phases...but that's not true...I go through 100 different phases every day...and today...I'm really pissed...bc I know that we would be hanging out tonight...and now shit...I don't know it just sucks...this just isn't fair. It isn't fair to us Eric...it's not fair to your family...it's not fair to your friends. You know that I love you with all my heart...but it's not fair. I don't know...Happy 4th or whatever...
Julie
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17:33:58 07/04/03
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Ive been reading these messages for about a month now. I think Ive read each of them about 3 times, and yet everytime I read it, tears come to my eyes. I know exactly how all of that were close to Eric feel because my brother did the same thing Eric did. I didnt know what to do, I felt so helpless...and I can tell thats how most of you feel. Reading all of these WONDERFUL things about Eric has touched me. Its inspired me to live life to the fullest and just have fun. Ive never met Eric unfortunatly, but Im definately looking forward to it! Until then, have fun Eric...keep smilin'
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16:39:03 07/04/03
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Graf- hey buddy sorry i havent written in soo long! but i just wanted to say Happy 4th of July. and i hope u have a good day/night. but i was thinking about u and barry 2day and i was writting on barrys website and ur song came on the radio so i knew it had to b a sign of sum kind and i herd it yesterday on mtv, it was so weird. but im thinking aobut u always and i hope ur havin fun up there. look out for all of your friends 2nyte and make sure they make it home safe! we all miss u graf
*love always*
-megg-
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13:20:11 07/04/03
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Happy 4th of July Graf! I know you'd be goin crazy today tryin to shoot ppl w/ fireworks.. Make sure none of your friends go too crazy with em'!Love ya~Shan
Name: Shannon
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02:25:02 07/04/03
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Hey Graf!-Hey hows it goin up there? Hopefully its goin awesome.. I can't stop thinkin about u everyday Eric.. its crazy.. All these things that have been happening during the summer, everything would be totally different if you were here.. I think everyone just wishes they could wake up one day and think that your just on a long vacation.. and that you'll be back soon.. But it kills to know that your not coming back.. We wont see you until our day comes.. But until that day Eric.. everyone will be missing you like CRAZY! There have been so many close calls on the past few weeks.. We got lost going to Michigan.. and we were looking for a specific exit so we went off and went to this toll to ask for directions.. and right on the door there was this huge piece of paper telling us exactly where to go.. It seemed too coincidental Graf.. I think everyone who has been in any kind of trouble since you left, that you've helped them.. I hope your not going too nuts up there.. I don't know if they can handle you like we did :-D Rest In Peace Graf.. Until the day we meet again, in my heart is where i'll keep you friend---I'll be missing you -Shannon
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01:59:36 07/03/03
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Eric-
u were an incredible person..i knew you pretty well...Name to name basis and always said hi in the halls when we saw each other. When i first heard this over spring break it was really early in the mornin and i heard it from my parents..when they said ur name i was honestly like..Hmm i dont think you have the right person because eric was always happy. But now as each day goes on i think more and more and ive realized exactly how u felt. I feel the same way each day and hind my emotions with a smile. Everyone knows me as this constantly happy girl who loves to go out everynite and be with friends and party. Does anyone really realize wats going on inside my head? the people who are supposed to kno me the most dont see it such as my parents, friends, and even the professionals that ive seen have all said im a pretty happy girl. I wish sum1 could kno me enough to see this pain..i need sum1 to help me. I cant keep coverin my emotions with a smile.
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01:18:15 07/03/03
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I was standing in line to go on a ride at a fest thing in D.G. and the song that's on ur web site came on. I can't think of the name right this second but it's the one that goes "nobody said it was easy...it's such a shame for us to part." I really wish you were still here. I know everyone still thinks about you. I was thinking about your wake the other day and it was so hard...everyone was so sad. I wish there was some way I could have helped you with your problems. Thanks for being a great kid ;) Miss ya.
Name: Kelly
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01:12:38 07/03/03
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Wow Eric...it's been so long...I hope you're happier now :) You've moved on to a better place. I just wish it wasn't real...-Kelly
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13:49:49 07/02/03
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Hey, i really have no clue who eric is, but after all i have read i have learned that he has touched so many lifes and i feel like i got to really know somebody. i kno eric is greatly missed.
Name: Julie Dominy
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02:55:45 07/02/03
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My Grafferz,
yeah yeah yeah...I know...its been a long time. Lately I have just been feeling like I don't need to write...bc you already hear everything I have to say anyway. Well its been a few months now...and I can't believe it. Summer is already a month over with. It's going by so damn fast. Sometimes I imagine you where we all are at night...and just think about what you would be doing...sometimes it makes me really sad...but sometimes it makes me laugh...thinking about the craziest shit that you would be doing. We went to the beach the other day...and your bro came with...we had a HELL of a time...getting some beer...but it all worked out in the end. Thank you for helping me and dave get to the food...shit we thought we were going to pass out. Koski was trying to snow board down the dunes...now THAT'S something that you would have done. :) Well we went to the fort a few weeks ago...and we signed it one last time...and god it is so weird...during the day...it's sooo different...or maybe just since you've been gone. The glow of it is lost...and I guess it will always be gone...but the memories won't be. I love you Grafferz!
Love,
Dommerz :) Miss you!
Name: Cory Mohs
E-Mail: cowpies2001@yahoo.com
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19:44:02 07/01/03
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Hey, i never knew you at all, but i knew a friend of yours and she really misses you alot. I never got the privledge to meet you or anything, but i guess were you are is much happier now, i know that life is hard at times and it feels like life is worthless. But your life now must be a great one, i sure hope heaven is what we all wish it would be, and i know that earth is no heaven, because you arent here to be with everyone. Life is an endless wonder. R.I.P
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23:18:32 06/30/03
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Eric-
I've wanted to write something on this page for you for months now, but I never knew what to write until tonite. I didn't know you very well at all, I believe we only spoke once or twice... but you made very many people that I'm close to very happy. And just remembering seeing you in the halls... you were always with a smile on your face. Tonight I got word of something very tragic that almost happened down here... I'm sure you know what I am talking about, and that is all that matters. Graf... just keep watching over those you love that are still down here. Keep lookin out... we all loved you so much, and you know you are missed! So please just keep angelically watching down on those you love and who love you!
Rest Peacefully...
and keep on Smilin'
Name: cait
E-Mail: linliz2923@aol.com
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21:43:02 06/30/03
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hey kiddo. it's been awhile since i've been on here, to be honest i've been avoiding it. i was in arizona last week, and it was rough the first couple days, it wasn't the normal thinking about you all the time, but the kind that just makes me cry...it was weird being where hill and i were when we had no idea what you were doing that night and no idea anything was wrong. i miss you so much eric it's not even explainable. you're still ALWAYS in my thoughts and always will be. i've talked to your mom a couple of times and i've run into dave, i see so much of you in him it's not even funny. prolly cause growing up you two were a package deal, haha. i know if you were here you would be having a great time, but you're in a far better place, and knowing that helps to keep us all going. there's no pain up there, but there's a hell of a lot down here. i'm still waiting for this to get better, i guess in a way it has but obviously it will never ever be the same. But we're taking you with us everywhere, because i know you're in our hearts, and surely in our thoughts. i love you and miss you so much buddy.
love cait
Name: Lauren
E-Mail: laurenpatrizi@yahoo.com
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02:48:22 06/30/03
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Hi eric,
I truly have been thinking about you more than usual lately.. Not that i didnt think about you a lot before, but I am thinking about you even more. The pain I feel now is much more deep and sharp. Your dreadfully irreversible choice that I keep trying to erase for myself, for you, for everyone needs to go away now. For you to be at peace, I think it's necessary for the people that knew you to be at peace. I look at my entries on this site since the day after you passed away to the ones now, and not much has changed. I still search for reasons and things I could've or should've done.. God knows I would do anything, any one of us would do anything.. It seems like it's out of a bad movie really. If you can read this Eric, please, be at peace.. Let the love for you here on earth lift you up, and the memory of you shine down to those who care about you. No one who knew you can "move on" or "get over it", so that's not what I want to do, I want to try to stop questioning or wondering why.. I love you eric, i honestly can't type anymore.. I'd tell you more of how much i think about you, or how i talk to you when im alone.. but i think you already know... Love, Lauren (ps i know you're sporting a pair of combat boots up there and you're loving it!)
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16:07:19 06/29/03
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What up bro, well its been a rough 2 months no job car accident, but i know u are looking out for me. i been seein and chillin wit your bro and his tyte ass truck. but i guess im off to wymoing in a couple of weeks and shit i got into some shit that i know you would have like and you would have been the only one down to do it with me. i miss are drunking mornings and i dont know what else to say but i miss you and i will never forget you
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03:26:11 06/27/03
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Just wanted to say hey. I think about you every day still, and I still wanna come visit you all the time, but it wouldn't be the same if it wasn't with the same people, and that can't really happen anymore. But, I'm really glad that we got to go the couple times that we did. Hope everything's going perfect for you up there Eric <33~Kristie
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02:24:19 06/26/03
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too young to die, never got to say good-bye, do you miss us like we do you. never wanted to see you cry. why couldnt we help or hear your silent cry. was everyone just deaf and couldnt hear your silent shout. no one to blame it really is such a shame, forgive us all the world really is so small we never heard your silent shout. maybe you really had no way out. no one really saw the real you, the hurt you had or the sadness too. not here to judge or figure out we just never heard your silent shout.sorry is too late so i hope we all learn talk to someone who could understand a silent shout. there is a way out. i know you are happy now pray for those who have no way out. miss ya eric i do understand.
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02:20:44 06/26/03
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Graf...I miss you like crazy! It's not right w/ you not here. Me and Rach were talking about you tonight and just how soo much has changed and how hard these past 2 months have been especially now that its summer! We were all swimming and chillin at Schade's tonight and it's so wrong w/ all of us being there and you not. We were ALWAYS all chillin at her house all the time last summer and you were always doin some crazy shit, from you and rach singing crazy disney duets, me and you whipping skittles at Allison because she fell asleep too early, you slipping and falling in beer and not being able to get up and then how could any of us forget laughing our asses off when tyson puked every where. Graf, I will never forget those crazy summer nights. I know we will all have more good times but if you were still here those good times would be great times. You always made the parties more enjoyable and memorable for everyone. It's gonna be sooo hard when all of us go our seperate ways at the end of the summer especially now with you being gone. We are all bonded together now, all your friends, even more then we were when you were here and that is because of you, the friendships we all share with you brings us all together and it will always keep us together. I love you sooo much and I miss you more and more each day! Keep an eye on us and make us strong!
I love you always
Bridget
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13:26:06 06/25/03
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Well G its been a few months n a lot has changed since you left. It's kinda like one of the best parts of our group left us and it just doesnt seem real. Two days ago we were at the beach with your brother and it feels pretty good to see him cuz its almost exactly like you. He was just sittin there poundin beers and just makin us laugh like you always did. He's not as crazy as you though. I could see you jumpin of the dunes prolly breakin somethin or some shit like that. Well i know your always smilin up there so take it easy, were never gonna forget ya. Kobit
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02:11:06 06/25/03
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Hey babe! well i just wanted to say hi and tell u i have still been thinking about u a ton still...especially tonight for some reason. I cant believe its already been over two months since you left us...so much has changed in these couple months without you and i just have such a different outlook on life in general. I was driving foote home tonight and we were talking about u. He was telling me about all these crazy times u guys had together taking out mailboxes and funny stuff like that and he was saying how u were the only one who would do shit like that with him and no one else would. i know he misses you a lot so really look out for him up there k? we all miss those great times with u.....im thinkin about u always...luv ya
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00:59:12 06/25/03
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Er~
Hey babe-I can't believe it's been two months since you've left us. Not a day goes by where I'm not thinking about you. Everytime I just want to cry bc I want you here, but I know you're happy now. Keeping watching over all of us.....we all need an angel to guide us. I miss you a lot Graf.
Luv you tons
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21:25:00 06/24/03
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whats up boner. i just wanted to say whats up and appreciate u watching over me while i went to arizona. u especially know what night im talking about. it was weird goin to arizona, cuz u shoulda been there w/all the guys 2 months and a day ago. but ur happy now i know it. i saw a few shooting stars, i figured they were u, cuz i need some good luck. whenever i looked at the mountains or clouds it reminded me of u, cuz i know ur in heaven havin a ball. but i just wanted to say whats up, so u take care g money
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00:23:07 06/24/03
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Wow.. 2 Months you have been gone.. Its insane.. me n sam were talking about the other day how long its been, and we said it seems like forever ago. I wish I could go back to that last day I hung out w/ you, and not take every second i spent with you for granted. I had no idea that I would lose you just a day later. Me n Foote were driving around the other day and out of nowhere he just said that he wishes you were still here because you would make what was going on soo fun... and that no one else would be doing that with us but you.. He misses ya kid.. and he was right. You were always up for having fun and everyone knew you as "the life of the party". I think about you everyday Graf.. I just wish that I could show up at a party and see everybody.. and look and see you standing there, or making somebody laugh, or doing something crazy like jumping off a roof. I see all your friends around, but I don't see you, and its insane. I can only see you in my dreams Er, until we meet again.. Sweet Dreams and I love you! Xoxo
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00:22:58 06/24/03
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hey eric~Wow its been 2 months today. I just wanted to say hi and tell u I still think about you every day! I hope u are havin a great time up there! Take care of everyone! love you~Jenny
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12:58:15 06/23/03
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Hey Er...I don't write on here often, a couple--but not in awhile. Anyway~I hope you are doing better now, up there, then you were here. I know no one is truly mad at you, maybe the situation, but not you...I never could be though. I know what it's like. And I was so close to being up there with you. It still hurts to think about that day, it seems like forever, but it was only 2 anda half weeks ago...sitting in hospital, with all the tubes everywhere. I cry every night, knowing that you went through this too..only you didnt get the 2nd chance that I did. I wish right now that I could trade places with you--I wish i could have been me, so none of your friends, or your family, would have to b going through this...I duno--Im still scared, ya know? Kinda like, well what happens now? I pretend like it's all ok, but I know it isnt...Er, I really need you to help me through this. I dont know if it was you, or someone else up there that I know, that didnt let me go that day--that made my mom come in, but I guess it just wasnt my time yet...even though I thought it was. Say Hi to Dave & my grandma n grandpa?
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12:17:24 06/23/03
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Hey Er~Well it has already been two months since you left us. It seems like only yesterday we were going to demolition derby at the fair hahaha!!! The guilt that I still feel is overwhelming. I want you back in our lives, but it will never happen. A piece of my heart is gone, and it will never be filled. Thank you for watching over me, because I know that you are. All of us are moving on, and getting on with our lives. It makes me so mad that you aren't here to be a part of it all. But it wasn't our decision, it was yours. And I know you are not regretting it, because you are in such a better place. But, dont you miss us too??? I still get sick thinking about your life, and how it was cut so short. You know that you could have been something, something so great. But this was your plan i guess. Well Er, I gotta get going. You are now and will always be my angel. I'm still not mad at you, and I will never be! I hope you are in peace now, and that you are happy.
All my love forever,
Hill
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00:16:46 06/23/03
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hi eric just wanted to let ya know no one has forgotten about ya. my daughter reminded me today bout ya when i was sad bout my friend that is dyin and she said she could understand what it is like. to me that was so sad cuz at least i get to say bye to my friend. all your friends miss ya take care eric til we all meet again. love ya just a mom
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23:39:22 06/22/03
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Hey Graf! Whats goin on up there? same old shyt as usual!Sorry I haven't been here in a while-I've been really busy w/my graduation party-and I'm leavin for vacation soon and everything is jus crazy. I was doin my scrapbook for this year-and I put ur memorial thing in there-like the mass card-and the obituary...god...it wasn't supposed to be like this graf. But all is well for you I guess, huh? Hey Graf, Do me a favor...I've been thinkin bout my dad a lot (who also committed suicide when I was younger)...so can you tell him I said that I miss him n love him for me!? I'd appreciate it. It's been tuff w/o him...but I hafta keep livin right? Help me Here Graf! Hope all is well up there! Keep it real hun! XoXo
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18:40:40 06/21/03
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Hey Graf, sorry i havent written in here in a while. I hope your doing good up there. I just wanted to ask you a favor. My uncle passed away today a little while ago. Keep an eye out for him up there. I still come on here almost every day just to read the memories that people had of you. You were one of the best man. Enjoy yourself up there til i see you again.
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14:48:56 06/21/03
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Hey eric sorry i have not written, it's just so hard to, and still every time i go to grants and see everyone there it sucksc that your arent there, and its something i have to come to reality with but it is still so hard... you are missed so much... and i just want u to know that i cant wait to see u up there.. luv ya
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03:57:53 06/21/03
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hey eric. miss you buddy. think about you alot dude. miss your beautiful red hair. your missed alot. keep your eye on everyone. and the one who has been gettin slapped in the ass at haines park. lol hope your havin a blast up there. i hope to see you soon. love and miss you.
love,
stumpy
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03:32:42 06/21/03
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To all of erics frinds and family i know the pain that ur going through.. On my 13th bDay my dad Commited sucide and the pain is still here but i jsut think of all the good memories that we had..even though it's been 3 yrs. i still think bout him and sometimes not go out and just cry but then i think that i know he would want me to cry and eric would want all u guys to be happy...
Well what i wanted to say was when iw as a freshman i would see eric everyday while i was goin to 2nd Hour and he would always be smiliing. and some days when i was depressed..Just seeing him smile everyday would just make me smile. i Never really talked to eric in person but even though i didn't He made me Smile everyDay so Thanks Eric...and may u rest in peace.
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02:00:12 06/21/03
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03:18:23 06/20/03
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that song is called "HeAr YoU Me" by jimmy eatworld
RiP ErIC GraF LoVe YOu So MuCh!!!
YOU ARE SOOOOOOO MISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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03:12:17 06/20/03
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eric...we all still miss u so very much...but i think we know ur in a better place..n prolly happier too n thats all that matters....RiP EriC GraF
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17:19:38 06/18/03
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To Eric's friend,Eric is at St. Mary Cemetery in Evergreen Park @ the corner of 87th & Kedzie. If you need more info e-mail me.
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16:43:28 06/18/03
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Eric~
Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. The other day I heard "Scientist" come on and at first I started crying, but then put a smile on your face just thinking about you partying up there. I haven't written in here for awhile, but not a day goes by where I don't take time and read what all our friends are writing. I miss you tons Eric, I love you always!
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13:03:33 06/18/03
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Hey Graf havent written in awhile i apologize for that. But i come on this website everyday and read what ur friends have to say. I still think about u and Barry i'm missin both of u. I know u guys r in a better place though. U just always had a smile one ur face and knew how to make people laugh and no one will ever forget u Graf.
R.I.P.
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