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10:52:12 12/03/09


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2009, and time keeps flyin by. i'm sure life would be a lot better having you around, everytime i drive down laporte road i think about the time before any of us were driving, i was getting chased on my dirt bike, and you let me hide it in your garage for a few days. you were a great guy and would do anything for your friends. even though people are all going their own ways in life, whether it be getting married, or moving to another state, i'm sure you would still be the guy all of us could count on. i'm suprised this message board is still up actually, but even though 9 years have gone by, you have left a lifetime of great memories for a lot of people. we love and miss you. -tony




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02:12:39 05/24/08


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It's been a really long time since anyone has posted anything here, but that definitely doesn't mean you've been forgotten. I have been thinking about you a whole lot lately, so I decided to come back and look at this website, it still breaks my heart to think that you're gone. It's been so long since you left, but I still remember so clearly the day my family found out. I'm graduating high school now, and your family just awarded me your memorial scholarship, so I guess that would attribute to all of my recent thoughts about you. I think I'm gonna go to the cemetary to see you soon, I haven't been there in a while.
Much love, you're still missed.
Rachel




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17:15:57 02/04/05


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whats up boy, shit man 4 years. aint a day that goes by i still dont see something or think about you. im 21 now. its crazy. you would be proud of ur sis. she is in college and doin good. i try to make sure she is ok. i gotta go see ur parents. well just wanted to tell you everything is good around here and everyone is good and i still miss u man. keep watchin out for me and everyone else. tell diane and my uncle, i miss them too.love you man




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00:20:18 01/27/05


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Hey Stevie,

I was thinking about you all day today. I'm all grown up now. I'm actually a freshman in college can you believe it?? And you thought I would amount to nothing (HAHA). It's really weird to think that you have been gone for 4 years. It seems only yesterday when we were on the old block playing hide n seek in the neighborhood. Everyone still thinks about you, you will never be forgotten. Mom and Dad are doing good. They are still trying to deal with you not being here. I think when they see me growing up they realize how they never got the chance to see you at my age. I know you are with me. You made that ghost in my dorm go away. She hasn't bothered me since. Thank you for always being my guardian angel. Whenever I'm worried about something (as you know) I always call out your name to help me. I love you my big brother.

Love your little sister,

Colleen



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01:17:38 01/26/05


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Steve-
wow, 4 years. please look down on Colleen today and let her know that you love her and keep her strong. we miss you so much....

love, em



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20:56:48 01/25/05


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Steve,

I can't believe it has been 4 years since you left us. It is just so hard to believe how much time has passed. It has all happened so fast. But I know you are looking down on all of us, telling us what is right from wrong, and looking out for all of us. You are truly missed and I want you to always remember that!! Hope everything is going well with you up there in Heaven. Tell Justin and Eric I say hello, and that I think about them, and you, all the time. Take care babe.




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15:11:32 12/24/04


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Merry Christmas Eve Steve. God Bless You!




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17:08:01 11/16/04


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I was just thinking about you today Steven. It is so close to the holidays and every year around this time, we tend to realize more than ever how much everyone misses you. I know you are watching all of us from up there sweetheart. We miss you more than ever, cant wait to see you again :-)
Love you always




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23:57:38 11/11/04


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hey bro, just want you to know that we miss having you around... its kinda weird how fast everythings flown by in the past few years, seein' how much some people have changed, seein' how little other people have changed. as for me things are lookin good man, i've gotta lot of opportunities to do whatever i really feel like doing in life, and so far everything seems to just be getting better. keep watching over us bro, love ya.




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20:44:58 09/11/04


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luv u, miss u




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00:56:58 04/30/04


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Well I finally found this site again, it feels like forever since I last posted... I was flippin through the couples book we started making in the beginning of that horrid month.. and how I had to finish it alone... and it brings tears to my eyes.. I try not to think about it.. but every so often it comes into my head..

You'd be so proud of me now.. I got a new car... a Camaro SS>.. although you probably are lookin down saying I"m crazy... I learned how to drive stick in it and everything.. and my goal is to be an 11 second car... I remember how you wanted to mod the mustang. I miss you a lot steve... a whole bunch... and lookin at this book just makes me want to go back to that night.... its tough.. after everything happened.. I remembered exactly how your voice sounded.. how you smelled... the goofy smile that you always had.. now... I can only look at a picture...

I've been wanting to go to your house.. to see how your family is doing.. but I'd feel weird going there considering I haven't been there in over a year or so... but one of these days I'll stop by... But hun my bed is callin me... I must sleep so I can get up for work tomorrow.. I miss you a ton.. and I love you so much..... love always
Julie




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00:54:18 04/29/04


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hey babe

whats shakin'? Well sophomore year is almost over. I can't believe it has all gone by soooo fast. I don't know. Things are started to become so surreal. Like the REAL WORLD is really starting to come into play. WE ARE REALLY GROWING UP!!! How time flys by when you are growing up!!! I don't know. I need you to do me a favor. Watch over 'lil alec. He's a good kid. Didn't deserve to be taken away at such a young age. He had so much more to live for. I know you have been up there for 3+ years now, so you can show him the ways. By the way, say hello to Justin and Eric. Just seems like everything is starting to get tough. Just watch over all of us. And when I have a problem, I will just look up at the stars, and you will point me in the right direction. RIP steve.






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23:57:55 04/25/04


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I remember when this all first happened, I didn't know who you were, but I've heard your name before and have you seen in the halls at school. I just bawled when I heard it. You were so young, it wasn't fair. I felt so bad for your family and friends, I always thought about how hard it would be to deal losing a family member or friend at that age.

Eventually, and unfortunately, it happened to me as well. It actually happened to me about 5 times in one year. My senior year of high school, 5 people I know died either in accidents or they committed suicide. I didn't think it was possible. I finally realized how it felt to lose a friend at this age, it was horrible.

Things aren't supposed to happen like this when you're still growing up and becoming a teenager. Life is to precious, and we're all young..

I remember I wrote on here when this first happened, and I'm still sad about it all. I wish I could have known you rather than just knowing your name or seeing your face once in a while. But hey, it's better than nothing, right?

I hope you are happy and having fun up there! Keep and eye on ur family and friends, i know they are still thinking about you and missing you like crazy.

Do me a favor-tell Eric, Bijan, Justin, Chris, and Robert that we're all still thinking about them. Oh, and Kevin. You were all too young to die, you'll always be remembered.



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10:56:13 04/24/04


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we all miss you man--





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22:52:06 03/27/04


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Hey man whats happening. I've been thinking alot about you lately. I just want u to know that. I want you to know how much u are missed by everyone that loves you. I went to go see ur parents the other day. It was great. I missed them all. I wanted to see some of the guys, but most of them moved away or are in skuel. I saw Dazzo, Joe B, Tiff, And Kramer, its was really cool. I miss those kids. Just wanted to hit you up with a little somefin man. I miss you....




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01:08:18 03/24/04


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May God keep your family and friends in his prayers, and give you eternal happiness in heaven. Rest in Peace.




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10:13:39 02/10/04


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It seems like it was just yesterday u left this world. And it also seems like it was forever ago. I see everyone i know in college, and i just wonder where would u be at if youd still be here. i know its a stupid thing to imagine, but i always wonder stuff like that. i hope ur watchin over me and all the guys, i miss them all. i wish things were the way the used to be. But oh well. help me out in my decisions man, i need it. I have alot of shit to think about lately. Well i gotta go. miss you




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17:29:48 02/09/04


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hi,i hope all thing is even better tnan before such is live in spit of one can make nothing else remember for ever so always you are present for all in our hards...




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00:04:15 02/06/04


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Steve God Bless you and we miss you




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18:32:31 01/29/04


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Hey Steve. Its been 3 years and 3 days but i can still remember when you, kurt, billone and i walked to our respective math classes in the morning and how you or i or billone would make fun of kurt and we would all laugh and you would look up at me and smile. That smile is gonna be stuck in my head forever, but thats cool with me. Ill keep in touch. Miss ya bud.




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20:49:23 01/26/04


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hey man...i miss you a lot and i just wanted you to know that i'm thinking of you. keep flying.




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20:49:14 01/26/04


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hey man...i miss you a lot and i just wanted you to know that i'm thinking of you. keep flying.




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19:04:50 01/26/04


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Steve:
Three years later and everything is so different. The only thing that is still the same is that everyone still misses you so much. You're still thought about everyday. I Know that for sure. I hope your having a good time and I hope that you keep watching out for everyone down here. see you soon.





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00:58:50 01/26/04


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23:30:15 01/25/04


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3 years man and not a winter goes by that i dont see the road blocked off driving back from hooters thinking man that looks bad. Then waking up in the morning and hearing that horrible news. I just wanted to say hope your lookin down on all of us and making sure we are all ok. RIP love u man Victor




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20:41:11 01/25/04


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Well, steve, three years will pass by us tomorrow since you have left. I can't believe how the time has gone, but I know that you are looking down on all of us. We miss you sooooo much, you have no idea. Well, actually, I am sure that you do. I have been having this feeling that there is someone watching over me. There was one day in class i was sitting there, and i can swear on it, that someone put there hand on my shoulder to wake me up. Needless to say was up for the rest of class trying to determine who it was. It could only have been one of two people~you or justin. By the way, how is he? Tell him that i say hello. But I am going to go and take care of some homework. You take care of yourself. Until we meet again, RIP steve. Miss you much.....

Sarah



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13:47:34 01/11/04


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Steve
I can't believe that 3 years have pasted. I just wanted to stop by and say i am sorry that i didn't come here sooner. It was very hard for me to accept what had happened but now i have learned that life is hard. You learn to accept things and move on. I am sure that you are having fun and watching over everyone close to you!
Love you and remember you always,
Nikki




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14:42:17 01/10/04


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hey steve,
its dana. i havent written in a long time... i can't believe you've been up there for so long now. i'm sure its great for you though =) i just wanted to say hi, and let ya know i'm thinkin bout u and still prayin for you. you're always gonna be missed... but u left footprints on each person down here. Hope you're doing good.... miss you,
love you always :)




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23:04:26 01/08/04


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It's gonna be three years soon. I know it's gonna be tough for a lot of people. You're still thought about a lot. You have such a great family and such great friends, and their lives will forever be changed. I can remember everything like it was only a few days ago and I don't forget, nobody will. Things have really changed since you left. Everyone was so close, not as much anymore. And Loven is a daddy, yeah thats a little crazy. I think he needs some guidance, along w/ everyone else. I hope you can shine some light down on those who need it right now. People go on w/ their lives down here, but everything is changing and it sucks that you aren't here to change too.





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22:56:40 12/24/03


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hey bro, its christmas, and i just wanted to drop a message for ya. im back home from school, and i think back to a lot of the good times we had in the past (like when you would take my bus to get home early, and id give ya a lift on my dirt bike, your mom hated it, haha, still one of the best memories i have of high school). even though a lot has changed in these past 3 years, everyone around here is up to the same shit as usual. keep lookin out for us bro, we'll never forget you. we all love you and miss you very much.




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22:03:06 11/28/03


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Wow Steve, it's comming up on three years. I will never forget that night, I had Billone and a few others in my car and we drove by it and Billone was freaking out and I kept telling him to chill out, that it wasn't you, nothing like that could ever happen to one of our friends, and it did. When I found out my stomach dropped I felt so sick for not even considering it, I felt like all of us were invincible Steve. That night changed my life Steve, I look at everything in a new perspective now. I love you and miss you so much. I see your family all the time, they are some of the best people I have in my life you are so lucky to have family like that. Me rys billone kramer hulbert kurt loven carf the list goes just on and on, about how much we love and miss you and will never forget you man. Love you see you one day, until then keep your head up.




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01:11:12 11/21/03


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hey buddy...i haven't written here in a while. i miss you...a lot. i'm at college now at loyola...wow it sucks here. my really good friend here, bobby, his friend died in a car accident tonight. it sucks...seing how it affects him and i can't help but think of you and everything me and the guys went through. it was hell, still is not having you here. god only knows what you would be doing...i miss you and i'm thinking of you and i'm hoping you're watching over my friend bobby for me...he needs it. goodnight steve.




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20:02:08 11/08/03


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Hey Steve,

Haven't left anything here for the longest time. I can't believe that it has almost been 3 years. It seems like just yesterday. I have been going through a lot lately. There is just so much going on up here at school. People are just really starting to get on my nerves. I am living on my own next year. I can't believe that we are about to be getting on with our lives soon. Like starting families and not now. But, I am going to get going. Miss you much babe. Take care of everyone for me.

Me



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17:35:45 10/28/03


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I did not know you but remember hearing about your death. I went to East. I've read all the entries from your grandma and dad and realized that you were extremely special to them and they miss you so much. I found myself wondering what my family would go through if I died. This makes me be extra-careful when driving and not do anything stupid. Rest in peace steve and check on your loved ones once in a while k?




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14:18:09 09/17/03


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Hey man... wow its been a while. Its almost 2 years. And it just seems like yesterday. I have'nt seen most of the guys lately either. Id like to, but i live far now. Its imposible. I hope your watching over all of us. And I hope you know how much everyone misses you, especially your good friends.
Alex




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02:26:24 09/08/03


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its me man...well im here..im in college...shit is crazy, i never ever thought id grow up like this, but its hard. i miss jenylle, i miss my boys, i still miss ya man...not a day goes by that i wonder what it would be like if you were still here man. i just want you to know i hvent forgot about ur small ass, ya i know you could still beat my ass like you always said haha well i gotta go buddy. im here man and i love ya buddy and i miss ya like hell

ps-diane dont worry i miss ya just as much i love you too

eric



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19:59:15 08/25/03


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hey steve, how are ya buddy? well i have never met you but i know a lot of people that you knew.. i go to this website a lot along with my friends that have also passed away. I just havent written since now.. But i just want you to know that i remember the exact day that it happened... eventhough i did not know you one bit or spoke a word to you when i heard the news i was standing by my locker and i just got this pain in my stomach and tears filled my eyes..i wondered why i was even crying about someone i never met in my life... but i know that for some reason you were meant to be here. Besides the fact that nobody at such a young age should have to be gone..Well i hope that you are resting in peace and lookin down on your family and friends cuz they miss you like crazy.. i know cuz they have told me.. well ur friends neway:) haha r.i.p sweetheart.... Love Always, Lindsay Ruiz




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13:26:03 08/20/03


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hey steve,
we never knew each toher but recently a kid hung himslef..he was only 12, his name was scott. i was just hoping that you will help him out up their and keep him company.RIP. godbless you and your family and friends.You are obviously missed greatly.-lots of love-




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22:50:24 08/11/03


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Hey Steve,

We didnt really kno each other but I knew who u were.....we went to jr high together.

Ur mom came through my line at the grocery store the other day and i wanted so badly to say sumthin to her but it was neither the time or the place.


well i better get goin...keep watchin over everyone!

Love,
Mel




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01:44:13 07/23/03


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I still remember the day you died and I never will forget it. I was a freshman and I worked at Nancy's pizza. I worked with a guy who said he knew you. I never would have guessed that when I was a senior in h/s I would have lost someone close to me. May you rest in peace and take care of eachother.




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20:30:48 06/28/03


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whats up buddy? im engaged now...and im going to be a nurse, i know, im a fag. oh well. it seems like the people we grew up with are becoming losers left and right! there are still a few good ones left. i see victor said hi, i remember playing against you guys in little league...we were always better, of course. me and kearney are hopefully gonna get some more tattoos together this summer. im working at allstate insurance now and i keep getting these stupid porn emails sent to me...im gonna get fired. your a good kid and i miss ya. you take care of yourself and keep in touch.

peace,
dane

in the world
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tribulation; but
be of god cheer,
I have overcome
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John 16:33




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23:40:34 06/23/03


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What up playa? I was just thinkin about when we were little kids and me you and your cousin played ball together. Man that was a great time in my life. Just wanted to say i miss havin you around and that you were a great person and it was an honor to be your friend. 1 luv RIPm, Victor




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01:05:44 06/17/03


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Life is just going by so fast, I turn around and think its only been a couple months but its going on a few years now. I just dont get it, life it just has to slow down so we can soak it up. I love and miss you man




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00:35:02 06/13/03


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Hey you I haven't written in God knows how long...but I was thinking about you tonight. We were sitting in a room and someone turned on Freebird and as soon as I hear the opening notes all these thoughts come back to me like it was yesterday. I miss the way things used to be with all the guys but I guess no amount of wishing will ever bring those days back so its hard but I have to accept the way things are. Sometimes I wonder though if behind all their mean remarks and actions if they miss us too...prolly not but hey a girl can wish right? College is good and summer is even better...its so comforting to be home yet its boring around these parts. Your dad the other day at the house when they were getting the floors done was telling us the story about when you were cutting the grass and you didnt have the blade down and you were just going over the same line yet nothing was cutting and he just watched you do it for awhile and then he told you and you did the "head shake" like you always used to...i laughed...I'm sure you were laughing with us but embarrassed he told the story but it made me smile...well i just thought i would leave you a note and remind you that even though i dont write on here i still think about you everyday and miss you everyday...miss you and love you each and every day...
*yours until the gingersnaps*
love, me




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22:47:56 06/10/03


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dude i dont know what im doing down here. i dont knwo what i wanna do or where i wanna go. everything is confusing me. help me out man and look out for me and the crew. 1 luv man




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01:24:22 06/06/03


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I recently lost someone close to me in a car accident (Robert). His situation was kinda different but we all miss him like crazy! I know you guys are together so enjoy your time and take care you guys. We all love and miss you. Tell Robert I miss him for me.




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20:00:31 06/04/03


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Steve, it's been 28 months since you were taken from us. We often wonder what you would be doing now. What college you would have chosen and the pranks you may have played. Yes, we know you do look down on us and look over us. I know you have gotten some company up there your own age. I am sure you are showing them how to comfort their family and friends as you continue to do for us.
Love and miss you lots!

P.S. By the way Mike, thanks for remembering it means alot to all of us who have lost loved ones and good luck in college.



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19:53:05 05/26/03


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steve i dont really know you very well but my brother does... i think that it is crazy for people to be killing themselves. people that are closest to you want you back so bad and they take their life. i know you wish you could be here with everyone laughing and talking to your friends again, but now god has gained an angel in his hands and we all know you are laughing up above with the big man himself. i hope you are doing good.
much love xoxo
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23:24:25 05/24/03


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hey, all this stuff with eric and now robert got me thinkin again about when you left us. i barely saw you the past couple yrs b4 you left but i got a glimpse of you every now and then b4 my brother bolted out of the house to go partying. i remember that one ninja turtle birthday party and that pic of all you guys together dressed up as donatello rafeal leonardo and the other one, i cant remember the name rite now. and i remember goin to your tee-ball and allstar games. our families were pretty close and i miss that too. we keep fightin down here and i jus hope your havin a great time up there watchin it all.




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19:32:54 05/18/03


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I didnt' really know you...but I wrote on here a while back..hope everything is goin good for you up there!

RIP.



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18:29:19 05/06/03


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Well steve, I did not know you at all...but I know your little sister. And I just wanted to let you know how much she has grown and how proud of her you will be. There has been a lot going on this past year and you are still thought of by many everyday. RIP-and god bless you.

Carrie Smith



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23:38:12 05/01/03


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Its been a while since I've looked at this. I guess I just didn't want to think of all the sadness and instead tried to focus on the good times. I went out to Loyola last week to celebrate Kearney's 19th with him and we started talking about you. You're still in everyone's thoughts. You will always be missed.




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~*~*~ Hey Man,
Ill see ya when I get up there!
Much Love, *****




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23:08:39 04/30/03


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God Bless you Steve. Everyone loves you so much and misses you like crazy. I seem to find myself thinking about you in my everyday thoughts. Even though we never met you have touched me in ways unimaginable. There is something about you steve that draws me close to you. Everyone missed you hunnie. Until we meet, watch over everyone down here, we all need you, and u know what i mean.

Love always,
A friend




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21:24:12 04/30/03


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Hey steve,
Wow, This is a rough time. I know i didn't know you, i mean i've been told that we met once or twice, and i vaguely remember the time, but I do remember your death like it was yesterday. It hit me real hard. The worst part about it, was since you, i've lost 11 people, 8 of which i was somewhat close with at one time or another. Well steve, I just wanted to thank you. You've shown me so many things, and I know that you are watching over all of us. Take care of eric please, I know he's in better hands now, it's just so hard to take in. You and him had a similar personality, If you didn't know him on earth, I bet you two are throwin' mad parties up there. Just take care of him for me, make sure he gets around ok up there. I know there's no more pain, but i know we all need help down here. Thanks a lot steve. Love ya,
Natalie




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21:18:41 04/30/03


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Hey Steve,

Wow, the last time I wrote was 1.29.01 It's strange how time flies by. I wanted u to know that I've been thinking about you, my Boyfriends friend Eric recently passed away and he's going thru what I had to experience with your death. It's not easy coping, but memories and prayer always help. I thank God everyday for watching over me, keeping me in line. It's funny, we talked seldom but we always saw eachother in school and gave a smile to one another in class; how I felt about your death was if I had known you for years. I suppose it's all about the impact of a person, just even a glance from across the room that can make you feel comfortable. I am glad that I can give my Boyfriend the strength and love to accept reality and cherish every minute we have to be alive. I am still missing you after all this time and will always remember you. Oh yeah by the way, I don't know if anyone has talked to you about College but it's difficult and I am broke as all hell.

Until we meet again,
Stephanie




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18:16:51 04/29/03


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-Steve-
I didnt no u i just wanted to say..im sorry that you went thru wat u had to go thru i wish i did no you soo i could of helped you!! u will not be forgotten RIP
*Me




Name: Sarah
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12:17:59 04/29/03


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Hey babe,

What's going on? I haven't written in a while. I just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking about you. And that you will never be forgotten. I suppose that you met Eric now. Keep him in line. I am sure that you two will get along. You both always knew how to have find. My first year of College is almost done....THANK GOD....I just want to go home and spend time with everyone. Keep on smiling, babe, and know that you will never be forgotten.

Sarah



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19:48:11 04/28/03


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I never knew you but you're not forgotten and never will be.




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11:53:58 04/08/03


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be careful in the month of january people as you can see...they all died in that month....whose next in 04? be careful, make smart choices...





Name: Bri
E-Mail: bananaz2kewl@yahoo.com
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01:31:33 04/07/03


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Hey Steve...
yeah it's been awhile, but I can still say that there isnt a day that goes by to where I dont think about you... I heard freebird just now on the radio... and i just had to write again- you impacted my life and I will never ever be the same... Just hope all is well and happening up there in heaven~ I was just checkin in to say "Whats up". you ARE a good kid, Steve, thank you for everything. Much love and Prayers...
-Bri




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00:40:44 03/21/03


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I love you and I will miss you forever!




Name: Lisa
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20:59:03 03/20/03


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Steve~
Although I did not get the chance to get to know you, you are still in my prayers. With the recent accident at my school, it made me realize that really anything can happen, but you are in God's hands now, and I know you are watching over everyone with open arms and you are going to lead many people into happiness. You, your family and friends will remain in my prayers, you are loved and missed.
Love, Lisa




Name: corbett
E-Mail: ashley443@aol.com
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03:40:15 03/13/03


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Hey steve!! Umm I just tried to leave you a message so I'm not sure if it got posted or not because I think it got messed up so sorry if I left it twice, but anyways, I was at the bar tonight and they randomly played Freebird and I couldnt help but think of you for the rest of the night after that. It made me so sad because I thought of you and how much I miss you, but then I knew that it was just you saying hello. I love you and I miss you and thanks for being there and watching over all of us and just saying hello every once and a while to let us know you are still here w/ us.
xoxo
Corbett




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03:36:53 03/13/03


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Hey steve, its me again sorry to write you again, but I was at the bar tonight and randomly, Freebird came on ,and I couldn't stop thinking of you tonight!! I thought I was gonna start crying in the bar, but I was alright cuz I knew that was just you saying hello to me. I just wanted to tell you again how much I miss you and how I know that you are always there looking over and watching all of us. I love you and miss you!!
xoxo
Corbett




Name: Corbett
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06:59:16 03/12/03


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Hey Steve! Man, its been a while since I've written on this page, but that doesn't mean I still don't think about you all the time and talk to you all the time. I know you and Jay are livin it up in heaven and takin care of each other and all of us down here. We all still miss you so much its ridiculous!! You will always be in all of our hearts. I know to this day I still think about you everyday and probably will forever. I know it had to have been you and Jay who helped keep George alive and thank you for that. It was a miracle. Well, I have to go to bed, I miss you and love you!! Tell Jay I said hi!!
xoxo
Corbett




Name: Tony
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23:58:26 03/04/03


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Yo Steve,
I just wanted to let you know that you have been in my thoughts a lot lately. College is a lot like high school man, everyone has their little cliques, and I still have my good friends that I hang out with. It reminds me about a lot of times we hung out together. You were always there for me man, and I will never forget that as long as I live. I wish so bad you were still here, so we could talk about car shit and stuff like that. I really miss that about you, we were both gear heads deep down inside, haha. Midterms suck, and thats why I need to get back to that crap right now. I just wanted to say hey, and remind you how much you ment to everyone here, especially me. Love and miss ya bud,

-Tony



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22:04:15 03/02/03


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Steve,
I didnt get the pleasure of meeting you,but from what i have not only heard,but read you were one amazing kid. It is a shame that your life had to end so early!!! I had a friend of mine pass in a car accident! it is a shame. one question though if u dont mind me asking? how did you die. they talk so good of you but never metioned what happened. I am not not trying to be nosey. But anywayz my deepest feelings go out to the family and friends of steve! I know how you feel to loose someone so great. keep your family and friends in mind. May you blessed soul rest in peace!!




Name: DJ
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13:53:15 02/24/03


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Whats up steve, i figured i would leave you a message since i havent in over a year. a lot of shit has happened since then but i am sure you saw it all. its weird cause even at eastern ill come across someone that has heard about you. i dont know, i guess its just a small world. ok man you take it easy and keep watchin us. i miss you steve. <3 DJ




Name: Julie
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23:44:52 02/23/03


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Geez, I thought I totally lost this site... coming back here has brought back so many memories that I thought I had lost. But I know they will always stay in my mind. Although it's been over 2 years, there's not a day that goes by in my head without thinking about you. And I want to thank you for saving my life on Valentines Day. I know it was you. I miss you and till this day, no guy has ever compared to you. I miss you so much, love you hun...

Julie




Name: Sarah
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20:52:36 02/22/03


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Hey hun,

I just wanted to say hello. I haven't written in here for a LONG time. I miss you hun...soo much. I think about you all the time...I just hope that you know that we are all down here missing you like crazy...There has been a lot going on lately with everyone. I still don't understand why bad things happen to goo people. It just doesn't make any sense. But they all happen for a reason. I never thought that it could happen to one of my friends, or for that matter, it's now up to 4. I just don't understand it. I mean, I know you are taking care of the rest of them. Make sure you show the way for them, and DEF Justin. He will make his trademark up there, but just make sure you take care of them all. I miss you hunnie. Until we meet again, be safe sweetheart.

~Sarah



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11:05:57 02/22/03


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Hi steve, i found your site when i was over visiting a friend of mines site. From what i have read you were a great person and was loved by many! My heart goes out to the family of steve! Remeber your friends and family love you! Watch over them like a good friend would. May your soul rest in peace.
~~~~~~~




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13:35:19 02/18/03


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Steve-
it has been a long time since i have talked to u. even though i havent written to you i have not forgotten about u. u are still in my prayers and i miss you a lot. watch over us and we will see u soon. luv ya man.




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01:17:28 02/01/03


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Steve,

I dont know how, but through some divine way, I made it to this site and was fortunate to read all of the loving messages people have left for you to read. I was the only other guy in your junior year french class. Remember me?? We had it nice there, huh? It has been more than two years and you still somehow have an effect on my life. We may have only talked briefly in class a few times, but the your grace has been passed through me from all of these postings. Honestly, after your tradegy, everytime I heard freebird, i sat in silence thinking of how precious life is. I wont forget the monday in class, second hour, when the news was delivered to us by two councelors. I've never been hit with something like that before, and at the time I didnt realize how losing one person's life could affect so many others' lives. I've learned how precious life is, and I want to thank everyone who has posted and still continues to post on this site. "Dormir dans la paix."

Jean Luc



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20:09:45 01/28/03


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whats up man, well its been a while, but everything around here is going aight. juco is horrible but im gettin by. your family is great as always. shit is crazy man. you got no idea how much shit i see that reminds me of you everyday. everyday i look at the pic of me,you and freitag at comiskey park when we were little. it keeps everything in perspective for me man. well take car of urself and i miss ya alot man

love rys

ps-tell diane i miss her and love her too and so does my mom



Name: Arias
E-Mail: MGerAr83@msn.com
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23:29:56 01/26/03


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Hey Steve. Its been a long time no talk. Two years. That is unbeleivable. It seems like yesterday we were hangin out. I miss that. Well , I need to update you on the life and times of Michael Arias. Well to begin the Tempo is still runnin strong , im goin to JJC and tryin not to become a slacker, and ive been with the woman (known to you as Morgan) for a while. I took kurts place at carsons too cuse he is a slacker. I don't know what else to say. I've been thinkin of you and i miss u. I know you're still hangin out from above.
- Arias




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21:37:27 01/26/03


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hey steve...
just wanted to say hello. its been 2 years now and well its been a long 2 years. hope all is well up in heaven. love ya and miss ya.
-emily (col's friend)




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15:36:35 01/22/03


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Hey Steve...well January is just seeming to be the month of tragedy. First you, then Sarah and now Justin. Justin left us a few weeks ago, I hope you were there to greet him. I was never that great of friends with those two but I knew of Justin and heard a lot about Sarah...you and I were good friends on and off throughtout our lives and its unfortunate we lost touch like we did. We're coming up on 2 years here in the next couple of days and I just want you to know that I do think about you..and I hope God is talking to you when I tellin him to take care of you and your family and I just hope that all is going well for you up there. I truly hope God is helping Justin and that he's there with you...take care of him, and take care of yourself. And continue to watch over everyone...you are loved by many...gone but will never be forgotten!




Name: Anthony Conforti
E-Mail: Con40@cfl.rr.com
00:28:58 07/14/02


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steve, hey man i one of swindles friends i don't know you buddy. but i wish i had a chance to meet you man Swindle showed me this page bro and i started cryin like i new you forever. i wish it didn't happenn this way. but hey man i hope its good up there. i hope god treats you like gold man.... keep your head up , up there .

later your friend
Con40




Name: swindle
E-Mail: swindle295@aol.com
11:13:07 05/29/02


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Well Steve what can I say.... I can't believe that it has been over a year without you here. Even though i have moved away i still think about you every day and i know you are still watching over all of us and keeping us safe. Well man i finally graduated and i'm moving back up to the knox to see everyone again. well man i better head out to work i just wanted to drop you a few lines and let you know how i've been...You are very missed by everyone and will remain in our hearts forever. Thank you for being our angel
love always
swindle




Name: LaurenLaRoche
E-Mail: Bibbles015@aol.com
11:35:19 03/27/02


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Steve
I know you did not know me... for i have nver seen you or met you ... But I want to tell you that.. Recently i lost one of my Best friends in a car accident, and it happened 2 months ago, but seems like yesterday. And i still do now know how to deal with it. I miss her so much. Sarah Podlin.. She is a wonderful person.. an if you get the chance steve go talk to her.. you will come to find that she is the most amazing person you will ever meet.. You've been in heaven awhile now..you know that it is a great place.. Sarah might be scared so can you take her hand.. and hold it as she gets to know what heaven is.. Sarah was very close to god.. so we know she is gonna love it up there... I want to send my condolences to your family and friends steve.. cause i know what your friends are going through and it's killing... me
Well tell Sarah I love her Steve
Be safe up there guys
With all love
Lauren




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19:42:49 02/01/02


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A whole year gone by so fast. Taking each day as it comes and looking back at all the great memories we shared. You are always in my thoughts and will never be forgotten. Look down on us all and guide us through this journey and keep us safe from harm




Name: Corbett
E-Mail: Ashley443@aol.com
20:08:52 01/31/02


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Hey Steve...man I can't believe its been over a year since you've been gone. I thought that as time went on things would get easier for everyone, but I know everyone still feels so much pain over losing you. You are so missed by everyone still and always will be as much as from the day you left us. I hope god is telling you all the things I tell him to tell you when I talk to him every night. I know you're lookin down on all of us takin care of us....just take care of Sarah up there. I hear shes an awesome person. Well I gotta go to bed. I'll talk to ya in a bit. We love you and miss you!~*~




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13:35:23 01/31/02


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Entrance


When I went to heaven that one rainy night.
I felt no pain, I felt no fear.

The angels were calling me up.
They said they had a gift for me.

And they wanted me to follow them,
And if I didnt like it, I could come back again.

Well, I was the gift, I heard the voice,
The decison was all mine,

For I knew my choice was right all along,
I knew it was my time.

~ Colleen ~



Name: Evan
E-Mail: krofty83@hotmail.com
11:06:00 01/31/02


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Hey Steve, whats goin on? Not a day goes by that i don't think of you. I couldn't stop thinking about you and your family on the 26th. Your loss has affected more people than you could ever imagine. You are incredibly missed by all. I pray for your family to continue to go forward. I love your sister. She is so very strong, but i wish i could be with her everyday. Well buddy, i'm going to get goin.
I'll see you on the other side.
Love always, Evan




Name: emily
E-Mail: spiffygray155@aol.com
09:57:30 01/31/02


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hey steve!
i cant believe its been a year....hows heaven? well, you must be so proud of colleen. she is becomeing such a beautiful person. well, we all miss you and love you of course...

-emily



Name: Brian Black
E-Mail: cmb2126@earthlink.net
22:00:12 01/29/02


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Steve-
Whats up? Well i know its been a year since your tragic crash. Well Ive had one hit close to home last friday. One of my dear friends Sarah Podlin, got killed in a crash. Please Greet her, and show her around up in Heaven for me. Its weird that this all happened around the same times. I know all your friends miss you dearly man. I wish i couldh ave known you.
Sincerely,
Brian Black




Name: kramer
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22:02:14 01/28/02


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Steve:
Hey man, its been just over a year, and i dont think that anyone thought we would make it this far, but we did. I know you are watching over every single one of us like a hawk, up in heaven. We all miss you so much down here, I wish this never would have happened, but you are up there, living it up im sure. Well man, I just needed to drop a note, so until we meet again...... keep it real dawg

kramer



Name: rys
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20:47:45 01/27/02


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steve
its hard to not think bout it man. i saw u almost everyday for 15 years of my life and now it is one year since u left us. i still cant believe it man. i see ur family everyday and they are great. its hard to believe ur still gone and now its end of high school and we r goign to college. its all so crazy. well man u know i miss u and i think about it every day of my life. ill cu someday man and until that day watch over me and the crew.

love, rys



Name: Dazzo
E-Mail: italianscarface@aol.com
16:04:30 01/27/02


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What's up bud. Im not sure if life is getting tougher becuase we are older, or because of everyday problems. You being gone a year does not seem right at all. I think about you everyday, and I pass your grave at least once a day. Senior year is a good time, but its not the same ya know. I am trying to keep it cool down here. So just give me a little guidance.

I miss ya with one love
Dazzo




Name: victor
E-Mail: evic35@mediaone.net
23:12:02 01/26/02


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Steve its been a year and i still cant believe you are not here. I couldnt make it to your mass tonite but i was still thinking about you and your family. You are missed.
Victor




Name: Anonymous
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23:08:57 01/26/02


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Hey Steve -
It's been a full year, I still can't believe it. I wasn't able to make it to mass for you tonight because I had to work. But you were in my thoughts and have been constantly. You are missed by so many, and won't ever be forgotten. Please continue to watch out for everyone up there!! Love always and forever<3




Name: Bri
E-Mail: bnorth@krausonline.com
16:03:08 01/26/02


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Hey hun
It's already been a year- wow a year- I still cant believe you're gone... I miss you so much, you were such an incredible person- you impacted everyones life, and you still do! I hope you are having a blast up there- and I hope you had the time of your life down here... You are missed! Thank you for watching over me from time to time.. Good to know I have an angel on my side for all my fuck-ups... you were and are the best babe.. I miss you so much...Keep partying and living it up...




Name: fister
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13:49:06 01/26/02


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a year. longest year i can remember, happened so fast. i cant believe it all. i am ready to head out to mass for you, and we will all be there together again, and i know you will as well. i dont know how it is going to turn out but please help everyone get through it like you have already, im sure well visit you after wards, love ya and everyone else.
dave




Name: Fassl
E-Mail: fascubus02@yahoo.com
12:08:31 01/26/02


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Steve-
Wow...it's been one full year. I still miss you as much as I did the day after it happened. My friend Sarah Podlin died in a car accident last night, buddy. I hope you were there to greet her when she came to heaven. Tell her I miss her. It makes you wonder why things like this happen...I miss you babes.






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